Wednesday, July 22, 2009

She say: "I'm really sorry baby, please forgive me. :("

I've already tried to calm myself down by not being so unreasonable through our text and call? Because i know whenever i do that, things will get even worse ALL because of me but not you.
Bi, please tell me what more can i do? Its been two days, i feel so cold and i feel extremely no love from you at all. Is it because we have not been meeting up during these past two days? I think and i hope so. I don't blame as yesterday i have Kayaking lesson and today you have your Listening Compre. Yes, i'm the type of person who wants perfect in my life. Yes, i know, i can't force eveything to be so perfect even if it's my love life. I believe in fate rather than forcing.
Bi, i'm utterly sorry for my nonsense. I trust you, and i definitely trust you. I just wish and hope you can be frank to me. Yes, i know i have misunderstood you. I apologize. I'm sorry bi. Whatever problem we have, the both of us can work it out together, right? Like what you said: "Every problem has a key to it." We learnt and we grow from all the mistakes we have done.
He's coughing badly, she's coughing. He's having fever, she's feeling warm on her forehead. Please take good care of yourself, bi. I simply need you by side.
"I've the weird feeling, and that feeling really hurts me alot. Out of a sudden, tears run down from my eyes. Bi, i really can't afford to lose you. Be my last man."

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But whatever is it, my feeling for you, its still strong... ...