HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY, AURELIUS!!! :)
Ah yi's love you always! Muahs!!! 7th July
Sorry Junior, yesterday Ah yi's cannot blow candles with you! :(
We still have next year to blow together, ok? :)
Tomorrow N-Level English oral!!! (FREAK!!) :(
Yesterday went for Kayaking at Kallang River. Part of our subject. Sound intresting yah? Yes, it was fun but tiring. The sea is super dirty!!! I was so dumb that i don't even know how to paddle and so(haha) DON'T LAUGH!! But at last, i know a little. :) Went to swim in the sea, at first i was afraid as i thought i'll drowned, because i don't know how to swim!! They keep saying we have the live vest, so everything will be ok. But still i'm afraid. Awhile later, Yong Tze came and swim with me from the start to the end(hehe, good uh my bro). Next Kayaking lesson will be on Tuesday, 14th July. Reach school about 6. Went to opposite coffee shop to have my dinner. Headed to esplanade with Hsin Min and Heidi for our cheerleading rehearsal. After everything, went to have supper with sphyntrix.
Will upload a few pictures took by me when i'm free(i'm too lazy to upload!!!)
Was in the call with baby while eating, after a short chat, something that baby and i don't wish had happen.. .. .. That was the first time i heard baby cry through the phone, that was the first time baby feel extremely down & that was the first time i utterly do not know what should i do. I'm sorry, really sorry baby. .. :(
"Don't blame yourself. No one would want this to happen, isn't it? You got to be strong. Inside and outside. I'm sorry i couldn't do anything that can help you. But this few words, i hope it'll help your emotion. Whatever is it, you must have a positive mindset. Don't worry, you still have me by your side. I know i can't compare with her. But always remember, whenever you need me, i'll be by your side. You have to stay strong, before i can stay strong. Whatever is it, the both of us have to stay strong in order for us to pass through all obstacles we are going to face. There's always a key to every problem. Love, darling"
I always remember what you said: "When i first start to know you, i'm afraid to love you. Now i love you, i'm afraid to lose you."
7 more days, i evol uoy.